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If you're looking for me, I've moved to mandaffodil. (I'll still answer any PMs sent to me here for those who don't have a Dreamwidth account.)

I just did a big friends cut. I'm really busy in school now, I have enough trouble keeping up with friends irl, and I haven't been commenting on entries for YEARS. There's really no point in us being friends if we never talk, right? Plus, I'm not in kpop fandom anymore and a lot of the friends I made there I have nothing in common with anymore. Sad, but true. If you want me to add you back for some reason, feel free to comment on this post. Comments are screened. ♥

P.S. If any of you have been wanting to remove me, now would be the time. No hard feelings.

title: cirque du soleil freaky
rating: nc-17 SO HARD
fandom: super junior
pairing: kyuhyun/zhou mi, dreamed!qmimin
word count: 10,800~ (.______________. WAILT /sobs)
summary: kyuhyun has sex dreams about zhou mi and sungmin meddles.
disclaimer: sigh. as if. kyuhyun would have taken his shirt off on stage by now if i had any influence on them.
warnings: rimming, double penetration, more rimming, orgasm denial, and, somehow, fluff. OH GOD WHYYYY
notes: someone mentioned to me that there wasn't enough filthy, kinky qmi smut. i took that as a challenge? I HOPE THIS FITS THE BILL AND DOESN'T, Y'KNOW, SUCK. the double pentration is entirely tumblr's fault. TUMBLRRRRR! /shakes fist (go follow me? :D)

NOTE TO MY F-LIST: i realize i've been totally fail at commenting lately, but once school settles down i'll be back. ♥

( this fic is 90% me torturing kyuhyun and 10% sungmin being an awesome bitch. )

title: oh god, i think i'm falling (for you)
rating: pg-13
fandom: super junior
pairing: kyuhyun/zhou mi
wordcount: 8,185
summary: kyuhyun can't figure out why he likes zhou mi. (in which there is too much smiling, heechul cameos for sj, pillow-stealing, spawn-camping and other nerdy gamer lingo, that infamous voice crack, and a very scary spider.)
disclaimer: ZHOU MI IS TAKING CARE OF SICK!KYUHYUN RIGHT NOW THEIR LOVE IS SO REAL— i mean. :|||
warnings: there's enough fluff in this to smother a kitten.
notes: I'M SO GLAD TO FINALLY GET THIS FIC OUT OF MY LIFE. ;______;

( And that brings him to now, on a plane to Beijing with Zhou Mi asleep on his shoulder in the seat beside him. )

title: it takes you years to know what love is
rating: r
fandom: super junior
pairing: kibum/donghae
wordcount: ~2,840
summary: kibum is still in love with donghae. (or, watch me break kihae.)
disclaimer: i really hope this isn't why kibum isn't around anymore?
warnings: vague mentions of depression, THIS DOES NOT HAVE A HAPPY ENDING. :(
notes: i don't normally write angst, but this idea popped into my head a few days ago and wouldn't leave me alone until i wrote it.

/prepares self for WTF R U DOING GO BACK TO PORN AND CRACK WHERE YOU BELONG >:| comments

( Donghae keeps mentioning someone named Henry in his texts. )

title: kiss you before i rightly explode
rating: nc-17
fandom: super junior
pairing: henry/donghae
wordcount: ~3,580
summary: a continuance of sorts of henry and donghae's interaction in that sextape fic.
disclaimer: if i owned them, sungmin would join sj-m and have sex with everyone they would THRIVE.
notes: this is a lot less cracky than it should be. porn + fluff >>> lulz?

( His blood starts pounding again, although not as loudly as before; it’s a faint sensation, like the faded images that ghost through the back of his mind as he stares at Donghae: Donghae’s dark eyes, Donghae’s predatory smile, Donghae holding him down with strong arms and warm hands. Henry’s throat feels tight. )

AM I RLY POSTING ANOTHER FIC? wtf, this is the fourth one in two months. it's like i think i'm a writer or something. :|

title: that's why you don't watch your friends' sex tapes! LESSON!!!! /arrested development reference
rating: nc-17
fandom super junior
pairing: qmi (henhae, shihanchul)
word count: ~5,140 ........... o rly. :| ORZ.
summary: super junior finds qmi's sex tape: hilarity ensues.
disclaimer: i have no control over when qmi will release their sex tape, BUT I HOPE IT'S SOON. lol wat, my life.
notes: GODDAMN IT, autumn. i blame you. ;_________;

( Things like this don't ever happen in Canada. )